I dreamt of the Prophet Muhammad (SAW). We had just finished praying Fajr, and I was in the last room. A beautiful person with so much light came and said that we had a visitor that day, and it was the Prophet Muhammad (SAW).
Everyone ran toward him to see him, but I waited for the Imam. I told the Imam that the Prophet (SAW) would reward him because he preached the religion every day.
As we were going toward the Prophet (SAW), I remembered my sins, and I was so ashamed of myself. Most of the people there were scholars or people who were just much better than me. So I told the Imam that I had forgotten something, but my intention was actually to run away.
I was so scared that when the Prophet (SAW) saw me, he would say, “Kill this sinner,” or that I was a person of the Hellfire. I was so scared, but then I remembered the love I had for the Prophet (SAW).
So I came up with an idea. I wanted to hide among the crowd and let my eyes gaze upon the best of creation and the Seal of the Prophets, Prophet Muhammad (SAW).
As soon as I started walking toward the Prophet (SAW) and the crowd, I couldn’t stop. I wanted to stop and was literally holding on to people to try to stop myself, but I couldn’t. My legs were walking by themselves toward the Prophet (SAW).
The Prophet (SAW) was in the middle of the crowd, playing with beautiful children. Everyone was standing at a distance from him, while he was in the middle. I passed everyone and came very close to the Prophet (SAW). I could see his back as he played with the children.
I turned my neck, and everyone was distant from us.
Then my mouth started to speak. It said, “Ya Rasulullah.” It wasn’t me, but the words were coming out of my mouth.
The Prophet (SAW) turned toward me with his whole body and called me by my name. I was so scared. I thought the Prophet (SAW) would say, “Kill this sinner.” My heart started beating so fast. I wanted to run away, but I couldn’t move my legs.
He ran toward me with so much energy. I could see his knees. He hugged me, kissed my forehead, and immediately turned toward the Qiblah. He raised his hands all the way up and asked Allah (SWT) to grant me Paradise. He said it three times.
I felt coolness in my heart, and I was so happy.
The children then started running toward me, and I started reciting the Durood. Every time I did that, the Prophet (SAW) got up, turned his whole body toward me, smiled at me, and prayed for me.
I did this more than 20 times, and each time he turned his whole body toward me, smiled, and prayed for me.
